Max's Miscellaneous Musings

1.6Kg gain this week.  I'd like to be able to say I don't know why, but the answer is plain to see:  I've been eating badly, and I haven't been committed to exercising.  So it's my own damn fault really.  I am back into the Overweight range, after having maintained Ideal weight for so long (except Sydney, of course, we all know what happened there).  I know it's just a little bump on the road to weight loss, but I'm feeling really put out by it.  My motivation to keep up this effort is all but gone.  I long for the days where I could just lounge around on the couch, eating chocolates and biscuits and other crap, watching TV and doing sweet fuck-all.

MaxBabe says it's just one of those things, there'll be ups and downs and this is just an up in a very long series of downs.. and I know it's intellectually true, but it's still upsetting.  I've been at this thing for over a year now, and I just wish my body would settle, and maintain without this constant vigilance.  I find myself questioning if I can keep doing this for the rest of my life.